I’m at a crossroads with my blog. After my email account was hacked (I’m sure the scammers have read here.)
And recent comments sent to me through text.. I haven’t been posting much, and I’ve considered deleting my blog.
I’m an open person. I share my truth. From my viewpoint. I share my experiences. All of them. Good. Bad. Sad. Excited.
I allow anyone who reads, to comment, share, support, encourage, learn, and even judge my choices. It isn’t always easy. But I always try to respond with respect and dignity to those of you who are brave enough to follow along.
I’m just a person trying to figure it all out.. just like you. I may not do it the way you would. I may not choose what you would choose. I may head back into things you’d have learned from the first time.
The problem seems to be that you forget.. this is My journey. It’s not for you to take personally. You have your own journey. And I know better than to judge it. You have your reasons for choosing what you do. I don’t have to understand your choices. You do. I just have to figure out my own.
Life is messy if we really live it. Just as I put in my blog heading.. “Actively participating in my own life.”
I don’t sit by and my watch life pass by the window. I don’t like to let other people make my choices for me. Afterall, they don’t live with the consequences if they choose for me. I live them. I might mess up, in fact, let’s be honest, I mess up regularly. And then I learn and move forward. If you’re happy with your life, or even just content with the way it is.. I’m more than excited for you. If you’ve reached the place in your life that you have learned all you wanted to learn and have experienced all you care to, great for you.
But I’m not there yet.
If my blog upsets you.. don’t read it. If my blog makes you mad, don’t read it.
Or better yet.. keep reading, because it means that the words I’ve written have hit a cord with you. A tender spot that needs your attention. You can even comment here and tell me about it.
Well, that settles it, I’m not going to change who I am. I’m going to write, because that’s what I do.